Long long time

So. I haven't posted in half a year. I guess I will now.

It's time to start a new chapter in my life. I've changed some goals, changed my name, changed a lot about who I am, and so it's time to start fresh.

Now, don't everyone act shocked, because I'm sure that almost everyone knows it now, but I was planning suicide again recently. The past weekend, I had made a plan, and knew what I had to do. But, some people found out and made me realize that as messed up as I am, God does have a reason for having me here still. Otherwise, I would be gone. So I've made some changes, and will work out my life now.

I'm not at UTD right now. I plan on coming back though. I lost my scholarship, and would have to pay for it on my own, so right now I am taking some business classes at CCCC.

I hope to quit my job at Steak N' Shake. I recognize the fact that I am being really mean to them right now, and I just want to stop. I don't like being a server there, but they wanted to make me a service trainer. After they'd already gone through the process of starting me to be one, I tell them no, and that I want to do production. So, now I'm going to be doing third shift production (cooking), but I really don't want to do that either. Glynn and I have been talking about getting me a job in the sales business, so I am going to look into that.

I had a girlfriend over November. It was interesting. Turned out okay, although I broke up with her in mid-December. Yeah. Now though, I have a few girls that I wouldn't mind taking on a few friendly dates.

I'm going to try to post everyday. I feel as though posting keeps the depression away. So, yeah. I'll post tomorrow then!